Eight years ago, in the summer of 2006, I horrified a group of my colleagues. We were delegates to General Synod, which is the Reformed Church’s equivalent to the Presbyterian General Assembly. A number of us were out for a walk one night, and I made the statement—in response to what, I don’t recall—that the job of the pastor is to be crucified for the congregation. You would have thought I’d set off a bomb.
It wasn’t that they thought I had delusions of grandeur; they knew me well enough to know that I didn’t think of myself (or any of them) as some sort of messiah. Rather, they reacted to it as a highly uncomfortable view of pastoral ministry. I didn’t disagree, but I don’t see any way around it if you’re going to be faithful to Scripture. Jesus says, as we read a few weeks ago, “Deny yourself, take up your cross, and follow me.” Paul makes clear in 1 Timothy that Christian leadership is about modeling and imitation; the basic principle is one which he states concisely in 1 Corinthians 11:1: “Follow my pattern of life as I follow the pattern of Christ.” We can’t learn to live like Christ just by reading about it, even though the book we read was written by God. We need to see it lived out, which is why God didn’t just give us his word, he also gave us his people.
The first job of those of us called to be elders and deacons for the church—including pastors, as we are called teaching elders—is to be models of the life of Jesus. Yes, we’re all most imperfect models, but we need to be committed to that purpose; and part of our calling is to model the right way to respond when we do sin and fall short of the measure of Christ. We are humble sinners saved only by grace who need grace from the Lord and from his church, just as much as anyone is, and we need to show by our lives what it means to live openly and honestly in that way. Beyond that, if we want to lead the church to be faithful to Jesus’ call to take up the cross and follow him, we need to do that ourselves. To lead the church on the road to the cross, we have to walk that road in our own lives, on our own two feet.Read more