Drawn, not Driven

(Philippians 1:1-11)

The Apostle Paul was a wanderer.  God had gifted him to plant churches, and that meant moving around a lot:  start the church, build it up to where it could keep itself going, raise up leaders within the fellowship, and move on to the next city.  Or at least, that was the general approach.  Some places, he stayed longer—most notably Ephesus, where he spent three years; but there were more places like Thessalonica, where the authorities ran him out of town after just three weeks.  None of them added up to long pastorates for Paul, only short ones and shorter ones.  That was hard on him, because he cared deeply about the churches and people he had left behind; getting back to visit churches he had planted drove his travels just as much as planting new ones.  When he couldn’t visit for whatever reason—perhaps because his travels went awry, perhaps because he was in prison—he wrote letters, like this one.

In reading Paul’s letters, we should always remember there’s no small talk here and no fluff.  Right from the first word, he’s always on about his purpose, always doing something intentional.  Philippians is one in which his opening comments serve as an overture to the letter, bringing up themes he intends to address at greater length, starting with the very first line.  Normally, Paul opens his letters with “Paul, an apostle of Christ Jesus . . .” and goes on from there.  His calling as an apostle is the source of his authority, and so that’s generally where he needs to start; but here, writing to a body of believers who honor and respect his authority, he leaves that out.  Instead, he describes himself (and Timothy) as a servant of Christ Jesus.  Or at least, that’s how the NIV renders it; to give the word its full force, he calls each of them a slave of Christ.

To be sure, this didn’t mean quite what it does to our ears.  Roman society knew full well that slaves were human, and they weren’t doomed to perpetual slavery; if things broke their way, slaves could earn their freedom and even become Roman citizens.  In fact, I’ve seen speculation that Paul’s parents might have been slaves who had earned citizenship.  All the same, slaves had no legal rights, no freedoms, and no personal autonomy whatsoever.  They were completely subject to their masters’ every whim and desire, whatever those might be.

In addition to the cultural context, there is an important biblical context for Paul’s description of himself as a slave of Christ, because nearly a third of the Old Testament uses of the word ebed, the principal Hebrew word for “slave,” are used to describe an individual or the nation as the slave of God.  Among individuals, the word is used most frequently of David and Moses, 38 and 37 times respectively.  Paul is putting himself and Timothy in the same biblical frame as those two, Elijah, Isaiah, and the prophets more generally.

For Paul to call himself a slave of Christ means he is bound over to Christ, totally at his service, with no independent rights of his own; Jesus is his Lord in every respect, in every aspect of his life.  It therefore means he is Christ’s instrument:  he does not speak and act on his own, but God speaks and acts through him.  It also means he does not find his life in getting his way, but rather in submitting to Christ, for that submission defines his life; his identity is defined by serving others, for he serves his Lord by serving his people.  And here’s the key:  Paul isn’t claiming this title to assert his authority (he would do that by invoking his apostleship) or his superiority to the Philippians—and how ironic would that be, anyway?  Rather, I believe, Paul is presenting himself and his status as a model for the Philippians.  We might say the goal of discipleship in Jesus is to reach the point where we can honestly say we, too, are slaves of Christ.

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Leadership Is Service

(Mark 10:35-45)

So, discipleship is dispossession?  So Emily argued last Sunday; and I say yes, but take it further.  Yes, but not just in material terms.  There’s more going on, as we see in Mark 10.  We have an advantage over the disciples, of course:  we know Jesus is not building a one-generation movement.  The story is not “Jesus gathers support, Jesus and his supporters win, God’s plan is accomplished, the end.”  He’s starting something designed to keep growing long after he has left the planet, and so he’s making disciples not just to follow him but to lead others to follow him.  His disciples will be called to make disciples themselves—but not disciples of themselves, disciples of Jesus.  Problem is, we naturally think of whom we’re following as the person right in front of us, and many gifted people are working to capitalize on that.  There are many who want to build their own kingdoms and are happy to use building Christ’s kingdom as a pretext.  There always have been.  We see Paul, for instance, exasperated by this over and over again, perhaps most memorably (if not most directly) in 1 Corinthians 1.

This is worldly thinking, in which the point of following Jesus is to satisfy and stoke my own ego, and we see it clearly in James and John:  Jesus is great, and if I can become one of his closest, most trusted lieutenants, I can be great too.  He uses the encounter as an opportunity to teach them, and all his disciples, the hard but critically important lesson that discipleship is not only material dispossession, it is ego dispossession.  Which in this case, I would argue, is disempowerment—but disempowerment of the ego, not of us.  Just as we are called to let go the idea of “my stuff”—or perhaps we might better say, to detach from it, to learn to hold material things with open hands—so too the idea of “my leadership, “my ministry,” “my position,” “my authority.”  After all, even Jesus did this, as Paul points out in Philippians 2.  Jesus was God and had every right to be acknowledged as such, but he didn’t see that as something to hold tightly in his grip; instead, he opened his hands and became one of the lowly of the earth.

To the world, to the sinful nature, this feels like death.  This is another instance of a problem which has been mentioned many times in this congregation’s history, our false views of death and false views of life.  The way of the ego is one of those Proverbs 14:12 ways which seem to us to be the way of life but lead only to death in the end.  If we allow the disempowerment and displacement of our egos, if we set aside the idea of “my ministry” along with “my money,” then as Emily said last week, it opens us up to entrust ourselves to God’s goodness—even our sense of our own value and significance.

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Fasten Your Seatbelts

(Mark 7:24-30, Matthew 15:21-28)

As some of you know, I have a personal project going on the Sermon on the Mount which I’ve been developing off and on for the last twelve years or so.  It first saw life as a sermon series, but I had quite a bit more I wanted to do with it; the manuscript has been on pause for some time now near the end of Matthew 5, but if God is merciful, I’ll get it finished at some point and perhaps it will find its audience.  Even with the writing on hiatus, though, it continues to shape how I interact with Scripture on a daily and weekly basis.

That’s why I bring it up this morning.  As you know if you’ve been here the last few weeks, last Sunday we began a season focusing on discipleship, and I greatly appreciated where Emily began this journey; she’s teased me once or twice for my focus on defining our terms, but last Sunday she did that where I might not have thought to, and wisely so.  I don’t think it had ever occurred to me that the word “discipleship” might be loaded with negative connotations for a lot of people, as it’s far too near and dear to my heart; but I can see it, and it’s clearly important to deal with that issue before spending any time on the subject.

For my part, I don’t think I had much of a definition for the word “discipleship” at all beyond “following Jesus” until I started digging into the Sermon on the Mount.  I noticed something at that time which had never really registered with me before—something not from the Sermon itself, but from the verses immediately before it.  Matthew 4 clearly shows us two different groups following Jesus, both with energy and determination.  There are the crowds, who are following Jesus for their sake—for the miracles, the entertainment value, and the like; and then there are the disciples, who are following Jesus for Jesus’ sake.  Then you also have the Jewish authorities, who aren’t exactly following Jesus but are keeping a close eye on him, with growing suspicion and concern.  I came to believe one of the purposes of the Sermon on the Mount was to encourage the crowds to pick a lane:  follow Jesus for Jesus, or go home.

You see, on my read, the Sermon on the Mount is a carefully-constructed exposition of the way of the disciple—what it looks like and feels like and means to follow Jesus for the sake of being with Jesus, learning from him, and being shaped by him.  One of the things Jesus makes clear in the Sermon is that if you’re his disciple, you are not in control of the ride.  It’s not going to follow your plot, you’re not going to see the twists coming—or the challenges—and it’s not going to defer to your comfort zone.  I won’t say Jesus didn’t care about creating safe spaces, because he did—but for the broken, the hurting, the repentant, and the shamed.  Protecting you from the things you don’t want to hear, or don’t want to face?  Not on the agenda.

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